one DAPSILOG please!!!

last night i cudn't sleep well, di maalis sa isip ko ang isang kagagahang nagawa ko. curse all the standards in the world. mas nagiging evident ang katangahan dahil meron tayong "dapat" na sinusunod. my eyes are obviously tired, but my mind is so awake. kung di ko pa kilala ang body clock ko, iisipin kong baka maulit na naman mamaya ang diko pagtulog...mabuti na lang, mabilis ang recovery ko...meaning later in my room, bagsak na ako sa antok. the situation humbles me that much....ohh well....STRIKE 1 daps!

as much as i wanna share what happen to me, pag kinuwento ko lang sayo, mawiwindang na naman ako at parang magpplay lang ang lahat ng nangyari. now i appreciate ally mcbeal, i think im having that kind of syndrome after what happened to me.

ZZZZZZZZZZ.

on the other side, meron akong kinakaaliwan lately. hehe minsan nga naman may cute things pa rin khit at the middle of a mess. (blush) kaso lang, parang so little time, kung baket kase...hay nako, konti na lang masasabe ko na. heheh ill let u drool muna for now, anuman un, its good im enjoying my time.

its been awhile since i said yes to my lolo who asked the entire family to go to church (at last) and just go out since its the first death anniversary of my lola. im feeling the halo on my head, we finally agreed to it. (told u, im not that bad heheh!)

so here comes the rogue, entering the aisle of cavern (i mean church) sitting at the right side, near the front door. i dont know if im hiding from anyone. i have nothing against religion or so, as i cannot really see much of its differences from the other sects. however that time i felt the regret of going.

here comes the baptist pastor who continuously prattle about tithes, tithes and tithes. (now u get the point?) just imagine how lethargic listening to that stuff for an hour with a grudging heart and asking myself, why am i here with this piece of crap? my sister and i, were like speculating if its really worth of our time to listen to him. he even mentioned examples from his so-called-bible that new testament is not just 10% tithes, but even more than that. (dream on pastor!) he even mentioned about this "first fruit" and that the accumulated money will be used for the expansion of the chapel. and again i ask myself, why expanding if no one else will go back to this church after all the caveat he said? is it really for a good cause? what are his intentions? is really god counting the amount of money u give in consideration of your saved soul? is really god after money?

and this one is unforgivable for me, goes a little something like this....KAPAG DI TAYO NAGBIBIGAY PARA KE GOD, NANGUNGUPIT TAYO SA KANYA, NINANAKAWAN NATEN SYA....yeah right!!! (san mo napulot yan?)

2 Corinthians 9:7 So let each one give as he purposes in his heart, not grudgingly or of necessity; for God loves a cheerful giver.

ok enuf of this im getting cranky over it. speaking of which, i watched the movie Crank that stars Jason Statham, its an action packed movie, wherein chev chelios (jason) was injected with a different kind of drug and he is expected to live for about an hour. but with his determination to get even, he pumped himself up surviving by staying his adrenaline up to the highest level. the funny side of this movie is when he needed to do IT with his partner on the street just by saving his life. heheh, u picture it now?

i aint talking about religion, but this is about the previous employer, that is becoming a pain in my neck. right now, i still cannot say that im over them as they still owe something from me. what a waste of time. with their negligence in doing such a minor job, it took me this long and still, nada. and now im having a clear view why leaving them its a right move.

recently i have learned that during is pronounced as du-ring (not ju-ring) and interference is read as in-ter-FI-rens, and not enterperens na tinuro sa ten ng mga uncle angkol nateng technician. at lahat ng ito ay dahil sa www.m-w.com, this is a helpful site for those who are in doubt on how to pronounce an english word, because of the sound feature. even tra-ke-ya (trachea) na tinuro sa ten ng elementary teacher naten is all crap. kaya para dika na mabitag sa maling pagbasa, you can visit the meriam webster online dictionary.

yesterday before i went to bed, i watched the movie my super ex-girlfriend that stars uma thurman and luke wilson. its fun to watch, though the beginning is a bit boring, you can figure out the important stuff, at the middle of the story. however, i enjoyed it. COOL!

and to the gamers, NBA 2007 already out for PSP. (PSP will soon be mine :P)