one DAPSILOG please!!!

someone told me na ang sarap magreklamo, and today, i agree on her.

alright, first week of actual work, i dont feel working especially pagka galing ng bakasyon. since the work is almost the same stuff that i do sa loob ng mahigit 3 taon, medyo hindi naman ako nanibago, pero may ilang bagay akong napansin, ugali ko kaseng mag obserba sa iba, at isumbong sa sarili ko ang mga bagay na kakaiba para sa aken.

one of which is ung mga bibong tao na ang tingen sa batch namen ay mga ulilang musmos. u might be wondring baket ganun ang pagkakadescribe ko sa knila. sila kase ung taong khit di mo naman tinatanong about ur support, biglang poof andyan sa tabi mo at nagkukuwento ng experience nila sa pagsusupport. kasama pati kung paano gamitin ung tools heheh. ok, sige na nga masama na ako, cuz maybe nagmamalasakit lang sila sa amen...fine! pero wala lang, para kase saken, if i have some things na medyo vague or di ko ma gets then saka ko na itatanong...at kung wala naman akong itatanong sa inyo, it means ayokong makipag kwentuhan :P

earlier, since idle, we make use of our time attending this training that lasted for about two hours. batch 1 and 2(kame un) were pulled out specifically for this training, heads up lang naman. so after 2 hours, may question and answer portion. for whatever reason nakakita ata ang mga seniors ng pagkakataong bumangka at magkwento ng mga cases na nasolve nila...khit wala naman talgang nagtatanong. i mean, obviously thats not the time to make yabangan on how well they do kase there is a topic to talk about diba. to cut it short, nabored ako sa training dahil sa mga hirit nila. no really, it could have been an interesting one if we focus on the subject, not on the agents wheww! even the facilitator noticed it, hehehe. nakakahiya naman samen.

now lets proceed to the management section, heheh dami ko napapansin. as of now di pa kame nagrereport sa actual team captain namen, and i dont really know why. in other words, may proxy. mukhang ok naman sya eh, except that sometimes i feel na she treats us na parang bata...parang batang walang isip, hahaha! sila lang pala un. heheh i mean, ung tenured agents were mocked by her. with that, iniisip ko rin na when she becomes comfortable with us, baka ganun na rin ang treatment nya sa amen...in which i prefer sana na ung samahan namen is on a professional level, at hindi ung kabarkada mo lang na nakita mo sa kanto. she reminded me of someone though...

hindi ko po sinasadyang magbigay ng mga detalyadong sample, at magaling ka kung makikilala mo kung sino sila. siguro marami pa akong madidiscover working here, and i hope that includes better stuff. as of now, im going steady with what im doing, ok naman kase mga batchmates ko, ok ang tama nila sa ulo...ahhaha!

watching dvd movies is my favorite diversion. but i considered myself a virgin in watching korean movies. maybe im excited with the fact that i have to read the subtitle instead of listening. or maybe the korean scriptwriters create a different twist on the story line. or siguro sawa na lang talaga ako sa filipino movies, heheh.

just recently, im into korean movies, i have watched windstruck, my sassy girl, the sex zero and innocent steps. among the four, im fond watching the latter, ang galing kase ng execution ng pagbaballroom ni chae-ryn, heheh.

on this year's yuletide season, i never had a barrel of monkeys, as some would probably have. some would interpret xmas as giving gifts, new clothes or items to buy and tons of chows to eat. mine is a bit unlikely. aside from the fact that i have been dealing with a lot of stuff lately, it is imminent that ill be celebrating this season quite steadily...there are some who are going to different places, last-minute shopping, partying and celebrating, like y'know "the old stuffs." its unconventional that ppl will remember visiting churches today, which i did (for whatever reason) and got paid off. and u know what?? its the first time, i felt that xmas is something within. if they say that christmas is indeed the birth of jesus christ, how come, ppl are the ones exchanging gifts? :P

one of the old christmas tradition that id like to keep is being with my family. of course! it doesnt have to be extravagant or so, it shud be enough to full our tummies, hehe. (this is what im talking about)

its a bit startling that things that irritate me these past few weeks, is waning glidely. i just cant imagine myself if christmas is celebrated everyday...hehe! Merry Christmas everyone!

P.S.
Hey, do we really need to celebrate christmas?

why do i need to be in a situation where i feel restless? first i felt a little uncomfortable these past few days with someone who has been around me. it freaked me out a bit just knowing what he can do, just thinking what more he has to say to me. good thing im able to manage him, but thats just for now. hope he will clear his mind soon. (and stop bugging me!)

next why do i need to see the other guy's name again on my messenger? its like years since the last time we communicate, i can still remember that familiar id. we've only given ourselves like 5 minutes of our time and said our byes. before ive been thinking what might happen if we cross our paths again, however, i dont feel anything at all. i guess time healed all wounds.