one DAPSILOG please!!!

now i understand clusivol when it says "Bawal magkasaket," for 4 days i have this extreme colds, thanks to water therapy at bumuti na ang pakiramdam ko. sa hirap ng buhay ngayon, i realized na kung pupunta ka ng clinic ngayon at isang daan lang ang dala mo, aba eh para mo na ring sinabe sa sarili mong "antayin ko na lang na patayin ng antibodies ko ang mga virus na yan." kaya lumalabas na mas maraming mahihirap ang mamamatay, dahil ang simpleng komplikasyon ay nagiging deadly. good that i remember water therapy, i must say na gumaling ata ako dahil sa takot na lumake ang magiging gastusin sa pagpapagamot, hahah, di nga, seryoso un no.

yesterday i was watching Bitag in channel 37 and hilig ko talagang manood nito, kundi ba naman lumalakas ang awareness ko sa dami ng manloloko at nambibiktima sa pilipinas. may isang situation there wherein isang babae ang lumapit sa Bitag, dahil sa ang ex boyfriend nito ay nagpaskil ng mga private photos nung girl in their friendster. ung guy kase is ayaw makipaghiwalay dun sa gf nya. (btw he is married and got 2 boys and a girl, so ang kapal gumawa ng kalokohan) tinatakot nung ex-boyfriend ung babae na ipapaskil nya ung mga nude photos if makikipag hiwalay ung babae, and thats what he did.

my take on this issue is that first, never ever have a copy whether video or pictures of your intimate moment together kase ull never know the character of the person ure with until u have tested him/her already and besides, kaya nga "make love" ang tawag dun eh not just any pornographic film or what. 2nd, whatever the intention of that crazy ex-boyfriend who happens to be the father of 3 teenagers, the act is morally damaging. just because someone is dumping u, meaning that u have the right to cause damage to him/her. dahil kung napahiya mo na yan in public, khit makaisang daang beses ka pang mag public apology, it wont make any difference now. para mo na ring sinabe na ok lang magkaroon ng nude photos or videos and nag iisa mong anak na babae.

lesson learned on this situation is that we have to protect ourselves from anyone, mapa boyfriend pa yan na iniiisip mong harmless u still need to protect urself and wag kang papawindang sa tinatawag mong "love" baka kase in the first place, it was not love at all.

ibang iba ang pakiramdam tuwing myerkules, byernes at linggo nitong mga nakaraang araw. papano bumibilis ang takbo ng heartbeat ko. wari baga'y nasasabik ako pag sasapit ang araw na to. teka ano bang kadramahan tong pingasasabe ko, at ewan ko rin kung baket nitong nakaraang linggo eh excited ako sa mangyayari. kung ano man yung sinasabe ko, eto na yun...

matagal na akong alaska fan kung nanonood ka ng PBA malamang alam mo kung ano ang ibig kong sabihin, makulta man sila kapag natanggal sa semifinals, maging dry man sila sa tuwing naeeliminate dahil tinalo sila ng ibang koponan, talagang stick ako sa kanila. kase for me, its everybody's milk. ay este pang birch tree pala yun. from the times of abarrientos, cariaso, duremdes pati na rin ung pagsinghot ni hawkins pag magfree-freethrow ay talagang miss ko. kaya masasabe kong isa akong alaska fan. naalala ko pa nga ung grabeng tandem ng alaska-ginebra eh, un na siguro ang pinakasusumpa at pinakanakakatawang series of philippine basketball. may mga kaklase pa akong nakipag pustahan na matatalo ng ginebra in game 5, pero wagi ang alaska harharhar. the greatest revenge, hehe. ang mga tao nun ay talagang involve pa sa pba, samantalang ngayon puro teledrama at koreanobela na ang inaabangan. pero marame pa rin namang nanonood ng basketball, di nga lang sing dami ng nanonood nung time nila jawo at fernandez.

dangan nga naman at nakasama na naman sa finals ang alaska kaya eto panibagong kaba ng dibdib ang aabutin ko sa game 7 on friday. matagal tagal na season na rin ang pinalagpas nila at isa na naman tong umaatikabong laban. makailang game 7 na rin ang pinagdaanan nila at talagang nasubok sila sa crunch time. pero etong bagong set ng alaska, hinde pa nasusubok, so kung sakali, dito pa lang matetest ang tapang nila. wanko ba baket fanatic ako ng alaska, maybe i like the system, maybe i like the "extra pass" or maybe i just like how the players gel with each other.

segue muna ako, mahilig ako sa mga zombie movies at feeling ko pumasok na ito sa subliminal mind ko. minsan nag iimagine ako kung ano ung 3 bagay na gagawin ko kung sakaling ang buong city ay inuubos na ng mga zombies. eto ang naging what to do list ko:

a. syempre mala GTA ang dating, nenenok ako ng masasakyan, dapat ung 4-wheel drive para hinde madaling matumba kapag limpak limpak na zombie na ang madadaanan ko. pwede na siguro ang ford at syempre sakay nun ang pamilya ko.

b. kelangan nameng dumaan sa gasoline station para magpa full tank, importante ito para malayo ang marating namen at makalayo sa mga zombies. ang panget kase kung nakakuha nga kame ng sasakyan pero magiging lasug lasug ang katawan namen dahil naubusan kame ng gas at pinapak kame ng mga walang hiyang zombies!!!!! at since may mga grocery store sa ibang gasoline station. pagkaen kelangan dalin namen para naman hinde kame mamatay sa gutom.

c. syempre ang huli and certainly not the least, kukuha kame ng kahit na anong magsisilbing weapon, firecrackers, flamethrower, itak, baril at kung ano ano pa. basta lahat ng matalim. (itong portion na to ay pang rated-18)

o ayan na siguro ang zombie list ko, sa pagkakataong ito, gusto kong i-tag ang mga zombies este bloggistang to: skwayred, maenoodle, rc darang at fioxine

OT: kung mahilig ka sa pusa etong site na to ang para sayo. just beware about some grammatical issues. pusa na lang ang tingnan nyo heheh.

when my officemate asked me to put in an online simulation website, i thought it was spelled "swerve." however it should be swirve. right now, ill be dealing with something new and stuff to know, get familiar with and learning to get over after few months of playing around. some would call this as another "waste of time"....but what are the things that we can really call "junks?"

when u think u had enough already, probably a newly delivered volvo car on the garage, in a silverish paint, and mind u, u got the latest dvd/cd-subwoofer stereo inside, when ur oozing 6 footer hearthrob partner, whom all of the girls adore in ur junior years, drop by at ur house just to see u and of course u get a phonecall from ur boss asking u for the higher position uve been waiting for all these years, u really think that ur so damn lucky and that u wont be part of the "hogwash" club. but when ure just alone in ur room, trying to sleep, u really know that ure missing some things and that you are wasting 70% of ur lifetime doing and having the things u dont really need. come on, dont deny it!

so ull wake up one morning, asking urself, what am i doing with my life? u shook ur head and blame the liquor u took from the party last night.

but the thing is, that could be ur inner self, trying to talk to u and say these words..."what the fuck are u doing? u call it LIVING? ure half dead already cuz u dont know where ure going..."

and maybe, i am half dead too burying my own self to where i should belong.

yesterday i watched "Breach" that stars Ryan Phillippe, Laura Linney & Chris Cooper. the director, billy ray describes the film as "a story about lying in the pursuit of truth. this movie is inspired by true events in the world of the FBI and put Eric O'Neill (Phillippe) for this assignment. in his pursuit of being an agent, he accepted the job though he already know how smart the veteran operative Robert Hanssen (Cooper). this movie may not be poking up much of your adrenaline but the transition is so plausible. kung magkakaroon lang ng mga undercover agents in our country for government officials who are suspected to be "moles"......ilang "breach" pa ba ang matutuklasan naten?!

if we are to put in a situation, to know the truth but will definitely hit us badly or to run away from it and just be careless about it?! sometimes it feels good to be careless, kase parang the more we know things, the more we become curious, the more we can do drastic things to know the truth. pero hinde ba isang karapatan ang malaman kung ano ba talaga ang totoo, whats the real score, anong baho nya, whats going on, what lies beneath the smiles?! siguro ang tanong na to ay applicable sa lahat ng klase ng sitwasyon, sa trabaho, sa pamilya at sa relasyon. and no matter how heavy the gravity of the consequence in knowing the truth, everyone deserves it. we all deserve to know the truth may it be painfully delivered, sweet or, slowly.

ikaw marami ka na bang bagay na itinatago? how do u manage to handle the situation?

if u guys remember the mid-'80s cartoon show about two dueling groups of robots — the heroic Autobots and the evil decepticons, im pretty sure u are as excited as i am to watch this new Transformers. 20 years since the original cartoon ended, and also showcases a new complex design aesthetic for the Transformers.

maybe u are also amaze when u see the trailer of this movie, napa wow ako sa ganda. speaking of which naalala ko tuloy ung line na kinakanta associated sa movie show na to, in the tune of the tv series intro music....(aminin mo, hinde mo kabisado lahat ng lyrics at etong parte na to ang nasasambit mo ng maayos hahah)

Transformers, pork and beans combine!

Perhaps, you collected autobots na laruan and ure still keeping it. i remember before meron kameng optimus prime inspired na toy hehe. id really love to see this movie, so ano sama ka?

blitz: Did u know that Optimus Prime is made up of 10,108 pieces? Astig diba...