one DAPSILOG please!!!

a lot of things happen lately...busy getting new stuff il put on my room, advance gift buying, swamp at work, pimping my psp, reviewing/reading, bullying some ppl (heheh kidding), and movie marathon. my everyday life becomes routinary, im afraid being bored on myself. ironic eh?! doing things yet feeling dull. im getting older and thats a hard cold fact. i havent imagined where im stopping at. i dont wanna lose my momentum. what will make me happy? i dont really know, or maybe i know but choose not to be on it. im in big trouble now, as im losing my senses.

going back to the world......

V is too nice for me. he wanna make sure that im doing fine, he did little stuff that nobody has done before, though a little exaggerated sometimes. am i a bitch for being irritated whenever i feel he is already treating me like a 5-year-old kid that needed to be looked after, literally like all the time? alright, we are not an item, period. i only see him as my brother, (indeed!) and maybe thats the problem. he is doing things that most girls would appreciate...but im not romantically interested with him, not that there is something wrong with him, its just that my mind is programmed that way, that if we go beyond friendship, il see it as "incest!." my sister said im silly feeling irritated with someone who likes me and been good to me. well, i dont know. maybe i dont see any point showing ur care for someone if u know how that person sees u. i dont see any reason for him to be sweet, even if i say it on his face that its impossible for me to like him as a boyfriend. i just dont get it when guys act that way, where do they get that kind of confidence? if thats something i can buy somewhere, let me know. and maybe, there is really something wrong with me.

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up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A, B, A, select start. dyan ako lumake, i call it "30 lives code" ito ung cheat code na ginagamit sa Family computer, kung saan gusto mong magkaron ng 30 lives kapag nilaro mo ang Commando. gud naaalala mo pa, at least hinde ako nag iisang antique. hahah.

yes, kulang ako ng tulog for three consecutive days. im not sure why pero now gusto ng sumara ng mata ko habang nandito ako sa station ko sa office. gusto ko ng mahiga at mayakap ang aking unan. naexperience ko na rin ang kakaibang high kapag puyat, nandito ung nauutal akong magsalita, ill pause then realize na i am having a hard time picking the right words, how embarassing sa kausap ko. well wala syang choice, haha!

if there is any consolation natapos ko na rin ung book na Zahir by paolo coehlo, ive got 10 more ebooks na nakaline up. (so dont ask me why i cannot afford to review for my so called "certifications" alam mo na by now, what consumes me). pati na rin ung game na Jeanne d' Arc na ilang araw ko ring binuno dahil ang hirap ng last stage. trust me hinde pa siguro un talgang difficult para sa mga hardcore RPG gamers. pero wanko ba nahirapan ako dun. pero dahil magmamarakulyo ako kapag hinde ko natapos ang mga bagay na nasimulan ko na, eto finally natapos ko na, and ang ending? well like any other stuff, ending is so-so, hinde ako masyadong na amaze.

if ure into psp games, movies, tv series bat di mo itry bumisita sa link na to, kelangan mo lang mag register and voila, may files ka na. Ü