one DAPSILOG please!!!

it has been routinary for me that before going to work, i get to watch the news cuz its mind-stimulating well except for the political news, im nearly getting sick of it. its like a roller coaster that goes out of rail. its not fascinating to hear how 3B Pesos were distributed to selected government officials instead of spending it to benefit our agriculture sectors. im shaking my head after hearing the news about the retired general carrying overbudget euros...if i were to create a book, should i say an expose, id love to have this as the title: Politics, the philippine mockery.

minsan i wonder if my reality is same with the others'. iniisip ko if my reality equates the normal reality or at least close to it...(as if may abnormal reality) what i mean is since ppl have different perspectives and depth or reasoning, what is the boundary of ur reality to my reality? if i say that 1 + 1 is 3, thats my reality..how many or who will even accept my reality? parang sa pakikipag relasyon yan, we know the good and bad stuff but we always find a reason for things, we create our own rules and we even create our own excuses for that matter, we create our own reality..do u ever feel that others are out of sync with u, or vice versa? someone questioned me why i always ask the question why, and i go, well i always find reasons in everything, i seek it because that serves as ur purpose. ur objective is enough reason for me to know that i am still in a real world and not just dreaming nor fantasizing. of course i wont ask u to tell me ur reason why u call me today and the next morning u wont. i will not go to the point of begging for answers. i enjoy seeking it on my own. its a puzzle that is so challenging to discover.

so let me ask u this...what is ur reality? as for me, reality is when u are not afraid to do something because there are triggering factors around. u eat because ur hungry, u cry because ur hurt, u smile because ur happy and u love because u feel it. at least in that sense, i know that there shud be reasons for everything...mahina saken ang konsepto ng katagang "wala lang" --- kase para saken, kung walang dahilan, walang halaga.