one DAPSILOG please!!!

sa dami ng mga updates na nangyari for the past weeks, hinde ko alam kung ano ang uunahin. siguro ill start off with the yuletide season since its approaching na rin. im confused if i will be celebrating christmas this year, u might be wondering why just now, well simply because christmas has been ordinary for me, i think for the last 2 years. nothing spectacular nor something to be excited about. first ill be working 24th evening and sa office na rin ako mag papasko, next one i bought gifts for inaanak and family but not for myself (or maybe un ang kelangan ko hahah) and lastly, well because my dad keeps on telling me that spiritually, it has no basis. i havent decided on that yet if ill take my dad's advice, maybe he is right, christmas ay isa lamang pauso, isang okasyon kung saan ang lahat ng tao ay may reason makipag bati sa kanilang kagalit in which pwede namang gawin kahit hinde pasko. this is also the time na ang tao lumalabas ang pera na para bang wala ng bukas at pagdating ng new year, wala ng pera.

for the past days ive been craving for choco or caramel frappes, kasalanan yan ng leader nameng namimigay ng mga starbucks gcs, ehhehe. nagiging tampulan na rin ng biruan ang gift certificates sa team forum namen dahil may isang nakikipaglaban para sa isang gc nya, his reason is karapatan nya un, haha i almost gave him mine :D

something happened last week that i find funny or weird. im being linked to my batchmate which is 4 years younger than me. there are some things na ginagawa nya that i dont find necessary but he keeps on doing it for whatever reason he may have. sample na lang ung paghahatid nya saken/samen sa labas, pag nakasakay na kame saka sya babalik sa office. some would see it as a gentleman act, but its unncessary. other guys in the office see this differently, they think he had a thing on me. i really dont know, nor have any plans of knowing it because i dont want to pursue any romantic relationships with him, for a very obvious reason: my heart and mind is taken. so there goes the biruan in the office until my boss started joking about it and convincingly delivering the tease to him in a serious manner. she commented "ano ba yan, magmemeeting lang, nagpabango pa..dahil ba kay....." to him, when my boss asked me, so kayo na ba? sabe ko yuck, incest un ah, while i said it smilingly. then he entered the room and said to my boss in a different tone "eh wala naman kase talaga eh" and everyone reacted like...teka ano ba yun? since then, the guy is always giving my boss a serious look, hinde na rin sya makulit as he was before. in short, he took the joke personally. <--- and that i dont understand why.