Dec 25, 2008
consumed
for the past few weeks ive been busy in accomplishing something. thats the sweetest thing i can probably do for somebody and im glad that i provided that happiness, just the time when its needed. its overwhelming but turned out well. yuletide is almost over and this year i didnt even noticed how nimble it is. im slowing things now, i dont wanna be in a hurry, i dont wanna rush things and realize how stupid my actions are...which puts me in a better position, hinde katulad ng dati, parng tumatakbo na lang ng hinde nag iingat, gumagawa ng bagay na hinde man lang pinag iisipan, gusto ko naman na this coming year, maplaplano ko na ang lahat ng bagay based on the things that i really want, no complications, no commercials. this is also my time to be really specific about the things that i really want to do, want to possess, my sovereignty.
so u might ask what i have for christmas, the things that i buy dont really count as a christmas present. it seems that the best gift i can ever have this year is my realization, my priorities, tingen ko kase mas naappreciate ko na ung mga intangible stuff... hahha i remember somebody said na mga "gurang" daw ang may gantong wish, hehe what a term. pero pag iisipin ko rin naman na maybe she is right, that the more we mature, the more we see things in a different perspective and yes i am seeing it now.
natutuwa ako sa pamangkin ko, nakikita ko ang kakulitan ko sa kanya when i was a kid. ung mga nag alaga saken nuon sabe nila highly resemble ako sa batang yun, maybe because the frame of the face...but her smile kills me, parang nakakamelt ng heart kapag napapangiti ko sya, so far sya ang nagpapasaya sameng lahat, she is indeed one of the wonderful gifts this christmas.
if theres one thing id like to get today, it would be this album that ive been searching for a week now in any local record stores. the album is a compilation of Beatles remake songs, Paul Mccartney and Ringo Starr chose the cast for the movie. i love the song selection, actually karamihan ng kanta nila trip ko, yep im a classic Beatles fan.

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