one DAPSILOG please!!!

ive been participating consistently with this laziness of mine that i havent been updating this blog for three weeks. i hafta say that lot of things happen, well, its been a hell of a week, the turnaround drives me crazy. regarding goodie stuff, i must that this might be my year, i started with the right set of feet, ppl are beginning to see the things ive done from the past and masarap pala ung ganung feeling...just imagine the time na may nakuha kang pera sa pantalon mo, it feels great without you expecting for anything. and because of that, now everyone is calling me "GC" or gift certificate collector --- should i smile or smirk?? i dont know.

it might be for the Nth time that you heard me, or read this from me, that i really dont get it when ppl dont get you. if u want to be alone, meaning u dont want anybody surrounding u. its irritating! any form of presence is irritating most especially when you really need that "time" --- u know what i mean? why they can be sensitive enough that u need to have that "private" moment of yours. they would even stipulate that maybe they have done things that elicit your irritability...the hardest part is you cannot tell to their faces that you dont want them around -- for them its unhuman. but who cares? (devil in me, enabled) alright, i havent gotten to a point that i embarass somebody cause of the tenacity he had shown me, but im getting close to that, and its a terrible feeling when your trying to dish that person and he doesnt even realize it, the burden is on my shoulder now. sometimes i wanna ignore everybody as if im the only one in this world...how i wish i can be simon fuller in being frank and truthful about everything, but not taking it against him.

ohh well, American Idol season 8 has began and i like the balance of the judges when they added kara dioguardi on their lineup. Ü gotta watch this season.