one DAPSILOG please!!!

im feeling unwell today, maybe because a lot of things happened and i dont have control over it. thats what i hate about hearing something from somebody, somehow i get affected. well if theres any consolation, at least weekend is approaching, i can have the rest i wanted.

im bothered knowing that one of my officesmates get fired, he happens to be my padmate, a father of two kids and got terminated. khit papano oks na rin na mejo late ko ng nalaman, my take on the situation is that there have been warning given to the employee and they even signed like a performance improvement plan, saying that one more late and he will be fired. at first it sounded "ruthless" for me, khit na alam kong tama naman ang management for implementing such an action, because un ang napagkasunduan nila. and besides from an employee's point of view, if ure willing to keep the job, then ull do your best to improve and clear that record. pero syempre naiisip ko lang ung sudden change dun sa employee na ngayon wala ng trabaho. mahirap yata maghanap ng trabaho lalo na kung makikipag sabayan ka pa sa dami ng mga newly graduates. aside from that news, ung kabatch ko naman nakapagsigned na rin ng performance improvement plan, which i know he didnt deserve. if management will only based it on metrices, data then how can you measure the intangibles. my batchmate even joked about it, sabe nya if ever makatanggap ka ng PIP, wag na wag mo tong pipirmahan, hehehe.

i have plans of leaving the company, just cant decide when is going to be the best timing, however i told myself that if i do that, ill make sure that this will be my last call center job, that mybe im open for a change of career, at kung aalis man ako ayoko ng bad record, so i kinda tell myself that is should do whatever is expected of me. its good that my direct supervisor is a just leader, alam kong sya man ayaw nya na naging decision na yun, but she has to give it as ordered from higher ups. i am aware that management read data differently, and frontliners or support sees the opposite of it. but i always believe in the term "borderline" where to sides can meet. i guess this has been a challenge for team leaders ehhee.

another factor that could be very tiresome is the sudden change of weather, ang body clock ko pabago bago na rin. ang pangangampanya ng pulitiko paulet ulet, and of course ang walang katapusang vigil for the recovery of former president cory aquino. all of these inputs are tiresome for me. siguro kelangan ko lang magpahinga from all the shits in the world, ill find time for that. :D