one DAPSILOG please!!!

Last night I have eccentric this dream that we are chasing a mom who unfortunately is wala sa katinuan hostaging an entire bus, kasama ang kanyang 6 year old daughter. The excitement and tension is very realistic, kase tila ganun ang nangyayari sa mga actual hostage scenes. The mom is like 40 plus year of age is nagwawala saying na hinde makukuha sa kanya ang kanyang anak, happens to shoot a civilian...so thats why the police and I are chasing her. (alright im not a police, its my dream scene so anything is possible right? :P) so the mom is shooting at us until she run out of ammo (i dont even know how she gets a gun to begin with) she then get off the bus, run in a park full of trees. at kame? syempre huli sa eksena, dahil kasama ko ang mga police, heheh well i think that makes the scene more intesifying. so we were like hunting them sa lugar na maraming puno at damo. (what a combination)

sumuko rin finally ang nanay nung tumakbo ang anak nya papunta sa mga pulis. wala syang choice kundi lumabas dahil iniisip nyang sasaktan ang anak nya ng ibang tao. associating it in a real world, nakakaawa ung nanay dahil she is mentally incapacitated, she is not capable of taking care of her daughter, and maybe she knew it kaya takot syang wag ilayo ang anak nya sa kanya. but more than that, mas naawa ako sa anak na syang biktima sa eksenang un. sa mura nyang isipan hinde nya talaga alam kung anong nangyayari, and maybe ung act na paglapit nya sa pulis is parang pakikipaglaro lang without knowing whats gonna happen to her. in our society, sa ganung scenario, the custody of the child will be given to DWSD or any relatives na mag claim sa bata, and ung nanay naman is sa isang infirmary or mental institution.

there are a lot of factors why some people become disturbed mentally, ilan na rin ba sa pinas ang me gantong situation, marami rami na rin, dala ng matinding stress, problema sa pera at kakulangan ng supporta ng pamilya. at naniniwala rin ako na lahat ng bansa ay may gantong bahagi ng society, ang mga taong tinatawag nateng "baliw" or "sinto" or "siraulo".......siguro bawat isa saten nakakakita ng mga nomad or mga taong palakad lakad sa lansangan na wala rin sa kanilang katinuan. i remember a movie saying na when the time comes na you are not asking yourself if nasa katinuan ka pa ba, its an indicator na malapit ka ng mag cross ng line dun sa kabalintunaan. siguro this is the same thinking why sometimes i check myself asking if "nababaliw na ba ako" how can i tell that im still in my real world and not crossing that line? do u ever ask urself about this, and if u do, are u worried for ur family that u might not know them anymore?

well we still have time to weigh the two sides. siguro the fact that im still writing here, its an indicator na tamang pag iisip pa ako, hehhe. pero hinde mo b naiisip na ung mga taong nasa kabilang line, ang tingen naman saten ay mga baliw din?

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