one DAPSILOG please!!!

last month, team and I went to Banio Kreek in Laguna for our regular teambuilding. its only now that i get to post these nice pieces of art, from nature. these are indeed God's gifts to us.

corn like conifers for me

one flower in three different colors...that's wow.

Mahal kong anak,

Salamat sa telegrama mong pinadala sa amin ng tatay mo. Mabuti naman ang kalagayan namin dito. Kamusta naman ang kurso mong Engineering dyan sa Maynila? Tungkol nga pala sa perang ipapadala namen sayo, matatanggap mo ang kinse mil para sa project nyong "San Mig Light," kamusta na iyon napailaw nyo na ba? Nagbenta na rin kami ng lupain naten sa kabilang ibayo nung nakaraang buwan dahil sa huminge ka ng instrumento nyong I-pod ba kamo na kakailanganin mo sa iyong pag-aaral.

Hinde ka pa namin madadalaw sa susunod na taon dahil sa binabawi pa namin ng tatay mo ang nabentang babuyan nuong huminge ka ng perang pang case study mo sa proyektong ano nga ulet yun...ung Nokia N70?

Pagbutihan mo ang pag aaral dyan at sana naman makagradweyt ka ng matiwasay. Talaga bang 8 taon ang kursong Engineering? Ingatan mo ang iyong sarili at wag kang magpapakagutom ha baka napapadalas ang paglagi mo sa tambayan nyong Victoria Court ng inyong mga kaeskwela.

Hayaan mo at ipapanalangin namen na ikaw ay maging ligtas dyan. Kalakip nito ang sampung libo para sa assignment mong PSP. Mag ingat ka dyan, mahal ka namin ng tatay mo.

Nagmamahal,
Nanay at Tatay

saturday night, my college friends dropped by at my house and pick me up. actually tinatamad akong sumama so hapon pa lang i told them im not coming...but that is not the case, kase they pick me up, forcely. i swear hehe. so i just bring myself, some pennies and my baby (psp) we went to a friends place, basically just chilling out. habang nasa byahe, walang katapusang baliktanaw ang nangyari samen, mostly ung mga bloopers namen nung college days, i miss the old faces, pero mas namiss ko ung kwentuhan. ung crazy conversation khit we all know na were just bluffing.

we stayed sa bahay ng friend ko, have some few drinks and magdamagang kwentuhan about sa buhay buhay. im just quiet, cuz nothing really much to share, until they asked me if im single...siguro eto ung tanong na iniiwasan ko, at siguro eto rin ung tanong na gusto nilang sagutin ko. some of my friends are already married, ung isa may anak na, and the two of us...well single. to cut it short kinuwento ko sa kanila kung baket single nga ang status ko, and a sudden relief is what i felt, akala ko un na ang magiging pambasag sa gabing un, hindi rin pala.

so we stopped the drama moment, we move on at pinagkwentuhan namen ung hindi nakapunta hehehe. we even called up a friend from the states para naman feeling namen kabond namen sya. so khit malayo, malapit pa din. wala pa ring nagbabago samen, they still remember me as their skinny friend na namumula kapag kinakabahan while nagrereport, the smart ass nung college at ang mahilig mag take note ng mga bloopers nila. overall naging masaya naman ang night na un, and i hope that we'll see each other again bago pa bumalik ung isa abroad.

OT: kung gusto mo ng Miami plastic surgery dito ka sa link na to magpunta. they will provide you facelift, rhinoplasty, eyelids, eyebrows & forehead, chin implant, wrinkles, botos, laser surgery at marami pang iba.

i have always been supportive of my dad's beliefs and principles. he had raised 4 children and i might say that he had made tremendous work in the art of upbringing his children. proud to say, no one in the family has been hooked to drugs, alcohol or any form of vices, if theres any that would be computer games, heheh.

isa sa mga bagay na pinagmamalake ko sa kanya is the fact na tinalikuran nya ang luma nyang paniniwala when it comes to faith, when he realized na merong mas tamang religion. abah, mahirap ata un ah, lalo na if halos lahat silang magkakapatid ay lumakeng saradong katoliko, and sometimes pag nagkikita sila ng mga kapatid nya, it ended up sa walang katapusang debate. however, hinde sya pinanghihinaan ng loob para talikuran ang nakita nyang tama ngayon.

kung nasa isip mong nagbibigay ako ng tribute para sa kanya, hinde naman sa ganun. its just now that he is growing old, nakikita ko ung mga bagay na nagawa nya from the past and overall, its something good. his influence to the family has a great impact on whoever we are now, on whatever we choose on this life.

kung prinsipyo lang ang pag uusapan, isa sa mga pilantropo na sumusuporta sa  Miami Arts Community ay si George Lindermann Jr. sya ang general manager ng B.C. Property Investments sa  Biscayne Boulevard.

so what kung malake ang tyan ko? sino rin ang nagbigay sayo ng karapatang titigan to? feelin mo buntis ako? sa tingen mo di ako nagcombantrin? or akala mo siguro napadaan ako sa kainan gantong fiesta ha?

anak naman kase ng pitomput-pitong tupa, kung baket naman napaka obvious na medyo lumalake nga ang tyan ko...kung itatanong mo anong dahilan, malay ko at pake ko. opo hindi ako ganun ka beauty conscious na tila nagkakandatae kapag may pumansing, "hey tumataba ka ata" sabay tingen sa tyan. hindi ko kinasanyang gumamit ng tape measure pra mya maya manukat kung nabawasan or nadagdagan ba ang akeng weyst line. in other words, hinde ako body conscious.

walang masama if nafafascinate kayo sa tyan ko dahil abahh pambihira kita mo nga naman ang lake ng tyan ni miss pero hinde buntis. ok lang sana kung sa sarili mo lang sinasabe ang masama nito, chinichismis mo pa dun sa kasama mong gelpren na mukhang anorexic!!!

kung tutuusin, wala akong pake how it happened, why it happened and when it happened. siguro dahil may juan dela cruz akong syndrome, tipong pagkakain ang sarap mag siesta, zzz. or msarap sumalampak sa sofa habang nagfiflip ng channels, habang nagtetext or habang nagbbite ka ng kuko. pero gayunpaman, wala ka pa rin pakelam kung ano man ang madagdag saken. hindi naman hinaharangan ng tyan ko ang buong kalsada para maging dahilan at titigan mo to. isa pa, meron ka namang tyan na pwede mong titigan. kung tatanungin mo saken kung nakainom na ko ng yakult, halos maging kalasa na ng laway ko yan dahil palainom talaga ako nyan.

kung tutuusin marameng pwedeng maging magandang resulta ang pagkakaron nito. una, instant patungan ng braso habang nakahalukipkip ka, pwede ring maging unan ng boylet mo, pwede mong himas himasin at sabihing "boss masama ang tyan ko, uwi na ho ako," pwede ring pang cushioning pag siksikan sa concert, may magmamana na rin sa pantalon ng nanay mo at marami pang iba. kaya hindi rin masama if medyo nagkakatyan ka na...dahil maaring senyales din ito na nagkakaedad ka na.

siguro ung ibang tulad ko, maraming ginagawang activities, andyan ung involve themselves to sports, to badminton, to swimming oh basta un sports na nga eh. andyan din ung sawtbits dayet at kung ano ano pa. siguro nagpadala sila sa mga komento at tingen ng kung sino sino kaya ayun gusto nilang lumiit ang tyan nila.

ahh basta ako, ill still eat ung tama lang saken, lumake man to or lumiit, isang hamak na butete pa rin ako. i dont follow the pa sexy trend. i set my own trend.

someone gave this poem to me a long time ago....read on:

if ure heart is the place where love came from, then where does love goes what if it went die back to ur heart where it came from or turn into tears of your eyes.

but even if u knew the answers what would u possibly gain? would the knowledge of where love goes ease heartache, sorrow and pain.

why is it you cannot quite realize what a blessing this true love can give. must know, know its price, must u be blind before you can see?

where does love goes when it leaves you, this question will always remain. for u will never knew the answer, until u find love again.

its been a while since d last time i post here. nawiwili kase ako reading forums and feel like posting. pero ang puso ko ay nasa pagboblog. by doing this kase, i know i can release whatever emotions i have and that i am learning important things.

it is odd but not that surprising to know that the ppl we used to talk to magmula nung unang panahon pa, biglang wala na sa aten, sinadya mo man or hinde. friends, relatives or even d love of ur life pa yan. it is only time that can tell us na ang tagal na pala since the last time they say Hi to us, the last time u hear them cry or giggle, the last time na kinurot ka nya and so on.

but for me, regardless whether the communication is there or nawala na, the photos and the memories will always stay with me mapacorny man un or hinde.

and that is the story of my life.

Keeping in touch is a sure source of strength. Just thinking that your family and friends despite the distance are "on-call" for your every need. You have to keep in touch with yourself too if you want to survive in your every journey. Keeping in touch is a comforting thought. It symbolizes a bond, an assurance that somebody is going to be there when u need a fallback, a hug, a friend, a joker, anything. You always keep in touch and you'll never lose.